The big picture?

I was sitting in the school shuttle on my way to my 2nd class. My mind can't stop thinking about how am i going to finish up my animation for the competition. On hand are another 4assignments and 2 tests within the next 2 weeks. Animation is a long process... 1 second = 12 drawings. My animation in total is near to 30s. I think i did around 200 drawings in total over the weekend. Drawing is just part 1... i still need to capture the drawings into computer and then digitally color them. Next composite them in another software with music and sound effects. I can really freak out when i think of the whole big process.

I just start thinking :" Oh God i am so gona stress out this 2 weeks.." Strangely, my mind start thinking about how sometimes I want to know the big picture that God have plan for me and i will think why don't God reveal the big picture to us. Show us in advance man and we don't have to worry so much... I then realise isn't it the same as me freaking out over my animation. The complete animation is the big picture. Knowing how much work have to put into it can freak one out but clearing one stage at a time actually makes one wanted to keep going.

Next time when you want to see the big picture God have for you, think again...Can we actaully handle it? Will we run away like Jonah? If Jonah knows God will forgive the Ninevites, would he still obey God and went to Nineveh?

Now, I just gota manage my time well and go all out for the next 2 weeks! Yeah...I am so excited to complete the animation. Btw, I got 89 for my art history that i thought i would done badly. Heee...Again...Not me, is by God's grace...I made alot of spelling mistakes and i felt i have wrote quite alot of nonsense for the 10pts qn. The professor is really lenient this time round. Phew!