The dream I wish to stay in...

It was 830am when my alarm rang. I slap it and fell back to sleep again.......

My dream......

I was in a room, i can't really remember who is there at 1st, but i know all my church friends are there. there, is a table full of chocolate..oooo...my favourites~ I was eating and passing some to other. It was like party...we were all waiting for the worship to start. I remember seeing the worship leader is wearing a name tag. The name tag is not her name, but it says something like " We worship God..." something like that.

Then people start appearing... I know lester is there siting on the couch..his quiet ususal self...ahha... Kutu is there with his Gf and he is talking like Wenjie!! HAhaaha...it was very funny... Jon Poh and Stella appear, Don't ask me why they appear together. Lol... Jon start talking talking...lol.. Then we were all standing there, chatting...eating drinking...

The music starts, I turn to see the sreen, is my favourite Hillsong.

I woke up, knowing I have to wake up for school..I wish i could stay in there more...I was having fun! I think i miss friends and church back in singapore too much....or maybe is the chat with divinia that trigger the dream. Lol....

My brain still works!

This morning i have finally went through my art history test. Is been such a long time since i memorise outta textbooks. The night before was reading and writing and reading and writing over and over again untill my brain was so active i could not sleep at all! I laid awake till God knows what time. Don't you just dread it when your mind refuse to rest when they need to??

I walked in the cold and drizzling rain for around 30 mins to school. Is so cold I feel no desire to cycle at all. It was pretty nice really...I walk with my notes in my hand, enjoying the cold wind.. Doing my last mintue short term memory miracle.

I am so so thankful...Thank God my brain still work pretty well! I was the like the last 5th person to get out of the class of 25 students. I wonder how some can finish the long answer so fast! But anyway, I do hope i will do well for my 1st paper. *finger crossed*

Oh Oh....1 more thing..what a miracle...My pc have not freeze for 2 days in a row! Seems to be working well now. Y? I have no idea at all...it just so happen... :)

Miracle are events that can't be predicted and it brings joy to the broken soul...

Random 16th Jan 2007

Brrr...brrr...Is really cold this morning. Even i have spend 2 wks in a much colder place, i am still not used to the cold. I believe is around 5 degree or less this morning. Even around 2pm when i am cycling back from school, the wind is piercing cold when it brush pass my face.

Art history chap 2 totaly blew me away. So much information and my brain cell is so limited. This friday i will be having a test on Chap 1 and 2. O' God save moi! MY brain is yours.

I been dreaming quite alot lately. This morning i had a dream that i am late for Art history class. How horrible, I cant afford to miss a class! It was a nightmare, thank God is jus a dream...i woke up in shock again at ard 6am....I hate it when this happen.

There is a little mouse running around in the house. Last night i think i spot that fella in the bathroom..When i came out of my shower, i saw the dust flew up at the corner near the door..just like what you see in a cartoon when something dashes really fast. This mouse from now on will be called. "peeping mouse". (How dare it peep at me taking shower.... :P )

MDA grant will be accepting application around march. I really have to start my preparation and getting professors to write testimonals etc to apply for the grant. Though I dread the repeated process, I have no other choice i guesss...

BTW, going back Singapore might be earlier than Dec. I am still thinking about it...Might try to use the long winter break to do traveling/work in states...

But the greatest of these is love...

My tongue says " God is good, He is great", but my soul felt empty. I raise my hands to praise him but i felt nothing. I strain my ears to hear him but only silence. My tears no longer flow and I felt numb. Nothing... What is nothing? What is the feeling of nothing? It can't be define. Yesterday I asked, God where are you? During service a sadness dwell in me, i miss freedom of the holy spirit to do his work in me, I miss the holy spirit breaking me down. What is wrong? The theif come and steal, kill and destroy...have he stolen and i had not realise?

Corinthians 13:...if i have a faith that can move mountians, but have not love, I am nothing." ....."It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres."

If one have become afraid to love, what is she? If one finds it hard to trust is there still love? Can a little love still make her whole? Can she still move the mountains? Have the distant drains away the love...Or the lack of love have cause the distant?

verse13: And now these 3 remains: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

A american friend tells me, " How can one not love?! Life can't go on without love"

The world is driven by Love... God is love...and i just want to dwell in it now...

Wonderful christmas and now A New year have started

I am back! Gosh is been a while i updated my blog. Geez.. Well, many have known i had spend my christmas at Milwaukee with Pastor Chad and Daph and Wenjie. It was a very wonderful stay and having a chance to spend christmas in a american way, what else can I ask for? :) I recieve lots of presents and candies! Is like never ending. 1 stocking is full of M&Ms, Starburst candy stick, peanuts, nachos....TOYS! Well, 1 sad thing is...NO SNOW... My chance to see snow for the 1st time in my life...but....oh well... I was very well fed during my stay there, hardly hungry at all..hahah..always feel stuff up! I must have put on a couple or more KGs....

Back to Savannah, it took me the weekend to kind of settle in to my room. I spend weekends laying in my bed watching TV, other than going to church and stocking up my food. Monday was raining heavily. I entered the class drenched, the class had already started and is FULL....Everyone turn and look at me. Brrr... I am a "fallen soup chicken" ( understand?? go figure out..ahaha). This time, not much cute guys in all my classs ler....Sianz... but is ok, quite a few cute guys in my house. Muahhaha...Yeah! Alrighty, Gota go...