Faith Like A Child

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Church, finally~!

I finally get to attend church on sunday. Vineyard church. Is located somewhere south i think. One of the church member came to pick Kat & Don, so i get a free ride too. heez~ It seems to be just 1 week but i felt like a long time i been here. Anyway, I am glad to be in church to worship God..I been listening to radio sermons and worship songs instead for the past week.

It was a simple small nice service. With just guitar playing and singing. I love it~ They have organise a feeding program after the service and so i join in! Reminds me of Cebu, feeding the street kids. This is quite different though, is feeding the homeless people. It was a good expereience. I still can't believe my 1st church service and i am serving. I really enjoyed myself.

AGrh..my library time is runnign out again... gota go~~~

Friday, August 25, 2006

1st encounter

I am out on my own again walking around downtown after viewing the studio apartment. Well, it need social security number to rent the place. I can only get it if i apply through school and start working. Well, 1 door closed. I am pretty set on where i want to stay, but I just need some assurance from God.

I walked to river street, the tourist area. Sat at a nice shady area facing the river. Is a amazing river, a big cargo ship can actually go through there. I cant imagine how deep it is. I took out my cheapo memo pad and start sketching. A big size black sat on a bench a staircase width away. "Nice weather it is today." He said as he take out his lunch and eat. I turn around and smile at him and contiunue on my sketching.

Not long, I realise he is beside me and start talking to me. He told me when he is young he used to sketch too. It was a busy street with lots of tourist so I feel is alright to chat awhile, I do not feel any fear anyway. His name is Robert, 43yrs old. We start chatting and I asked him how's the area like at 36th? Since he is a black, I tot he is from that area. He then told me he is actaully from South Carolina (Just a highway bridge away). The last time he came here was during 2004 and then now back in Savannah. He shared with me that people get crazy when they are on drugs like weeds. He got shot on his leg and got stabbed at his neck before. He showed me his bullet wound. He told me what happen but i shan't share that..is kinda long. Well, the thing is wherever i am I just have to be caution of my surroundings and he say let God's spirit wintin me to guide me. He was facinated when he realise there are Singaporean chinese, China chinese and Japan Chinese. AHahha...and he had a good laugh after hearing my chinese name.

A man selling roses made of a kind of long leaf stop by and chat...They made roses to sell to tourist. Guess what he made it and gave me for free. Red is what people around called him. (He got red hair)

He then start sharing with me his expereince with God. I also shared with him my testimony about my studies. Man...is such an expereince. He said he just start going church and he wants to go more. He offer to bring me to his church...but is a highway away and have to take bus and he wanted to meet up again but well, i just can't give him a time now i am still unsettled and I still gota to be caution and i tell him frankly about it. If God wants us to meet, we shall again. :) He offer to walk me back to library... again i tell him i still got to be caution so i have to reject his offer. He is cool about it and agrees thats the way i should handle it. He say will keep me in prayers and God's protection will be surrounding me. :) We go our seperate ways at river street.

It was my 1st experience to have a solid talk with stranger and is a black. Is really cool! How often do you get to do this back in singapore? But, I know I still have to caution about things and people. I do hope what he say is true, that my faith in God have touch and motivate him.

Just a thought : Do we often have build a "stay away from me" wall around us and have lost many opportunites to touch or encourage others?

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

5th day

Is my 5th day in Savannah. I just finish working out at the gym. I realise my sport shoes is cracking up. I am so sad!! (Dear Newbalance, I brought you all the way from Singapore and you are dying!!! Fear not i will glue you up later...) Now i am here in the club house again checking mails and replying..and bloggin of cos.. ;)

YesterdayI was out @ downtown(Is the historic area/tourist area) walking around. The weather is really really hot!! I nearly fainted. (K, exaggerated) Walked till my head hurts. The downtown is where most of my school halls are located, all can be like 10-15mins walking distance. Downtown roads are form like a grid, actually very much like melbourne. Once again, I realise I am a direction idiot. Haha....

I went to view another room and met with the taiwanese gal..n her cousins. Was located in between my downtown and to my Mont hall. The rooms are very small. I have to set up my working area outside the room. Hmm..no privacy...I don't really like it, but then again is good in a way i won't laze on my bed. =P It was newly restored. New washing machine, dryer, stove, fridge etc.

Tomorrow i will be viewing another room. A studio apartment. Sound much better eh... Wonder how big it is. Might need security number to rent the place ( I still havent really understand what is that. Something like you are registered with the government or something?..k whatever) Hope all goes well...

Still don't know where i want to stay!
Oh Baka!
I want to move this weekend!
I want my PC to keep in touch with everyone!
Oh Lord help me!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Here i am!

I have reached Savannah! Greetings! Here is hot like Singapore man. Buildings are old and historic looking. The flights here are ok, just a few delays here and there. Thank God i didn't miss any flights or any baggage lost. Hee...

Had a pretty nice time today, went out with a aunti mirra, her daughter, her grandson, Nic (amy's son) and amy's mum. Amy knew aunti mira when she just came here trying to settle down. She is a really nice lady, even offering food to other kids and mothers while we were out. Tomorrow she is going to drive me out around the area and take a look. I must say i am really bless to have help from all these people. We had chinese buffet food..hey i feel i am still in singapore. =P

Went to Walmat and dollar tree (Everything is at $1!!) Walmat is huge! My $ is running out. I gota watch my spending man! Forgot i need to open an bank account before i can have more $..Agrh..silly me. :(

Well, I had a great time with amy's son Nic... He is such a smart alex...cheeky and fun to play with. Haha...K..will update more when i experience more! ;)

Thursday, August 10, 2006

National Day

Happy Birthday Singapore! (I am already 2 hrs late...)

Start off my day by having breakfast with a friend who is so kind to travel all the way from CCK to SK to meet me. (I am so evil to make him do so....oops)The night before another kind soul also meet me at compass pt instead. You guys are so sweet lar. =)

Next was off to Divinia's place for lunch. Her mum cook really nice food! Love the cereal prawn, soya chicken and curry vege...yummy~ I gona so miss all these food after i go states. We then have a lot of fun and laughters after that. All i can remember is " Hahahaha...." most of the time! It was a real de-stress for me to just have fun with these girls. Divinia played a few worship songs with her guitar. Man...she is good! Don't know how many years of pracitse than i can be as good! AHaha! You shall be my target, D! I tried to practise abit, can't seems to get it right. Bleah~

Meanwhile... Down down up, Up down up, Down down up, Up down up, Down down up, Up down up................ (I hope i am getting this right!)

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Gathering? Farewell.....


Is been a long time since we meet up. This time round it ain't at the beach but at Suntec. Hahaa... See everyone so dress up! Well, I guess everyone is so tie up with work, studying and dating to hangout at the beach. Aww..I miss the Sentosa! The crazy people we know there. My Wilson was killed there. I still remember...my poor Wilson. A fatal kick, hit the roof and....(I can't bear to describe anymore...)

Anyway, just a random thought. Many people complain Singapore got nothing much to do, always the same old things. Either movies, eat, shopping....so boring. These few days with so much meeting up and gathering, actually the group of friends that hang out with is the most fun part..dosen't really matter where, of course not in some noisy area till you got to scream to hear each other. Hearing how everyone is doing, joking...Even just sitting in Macdonald and get a drink to chit chat, speaking of old times is so enjoyable. :) I think i enjoy that the most.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Frustration

AGrh!I just feel like screaming, and I did. I scream into my pillow if not police might just come knocking on my door thinking someone was screaming for help. Don't you sometimes feels your days are just not going right? I get really frustrated nowadays. Could be the stress of leaving and the stress of packing and other mini stuffs that accumulate in me that I just want to ROAR out!

1st frustration
After FOP night. Once the chartered buses came, people are pushing...rushing...squeezing... Everyone was like dashing towards it. Helllo...show some courtesy please! Some youths don't even realise there are kids and just rush like a bunch of animals. Their bags are hitting others in the face...oh man...I was push and bump a couple of times when bus 16 comes. Singaporean is always rush rush rush! Chill man!

2nd frustration
I have only like 11 days left. My client suddenly make a total 180 degree change in the direction of things we are working on. Some things I have to redo...and I still got another 2 things to design. I still gota back up the past 2 years stuffs and pass it to him! Clock is ticking but I feel like I am moving backwards. That will be great for my age...but not for my work!

3rd Frustration
Packing! Sigh...Why can't my brothers do it my way. I know will be better to DHL or fedex over my PC and stuffs...but hey....is going to almost $1K. That ain't cheap. I feel will be good for me to learn to dismantle and fix up my own PC....will be more mobile for me if I have to move while i am in states. I can just dismantle and fix up own my own again. Clothings & books... Fine by all means take 1 month to ship over. I don't really feel the hassle, but they are. I appreciate their concerns. Have they underestimate me or have I overestimate myself?

I should just stop complaining!!! Away i shall be...

Saturday, August 05, 2006

不想见的人却越会碰上。。。

这是否发生在你身上? 你越不想看见的人,偏偏会在街上碰到...我觉得上帝有时真幽默, 明知道我不想看到的吗。。。为何还要我面对呢?可能就是要提醒我, 有些事情我得愿原谅或放弃吧。我好想,但是心中的结有时就是那么难解。我看时间才能淡化那些恨和伤。。。当然上帝给我的爱也轻轻的在医治我。

这份爱,只有亲生感受才能理解。。。

(This post took me 23mins to type....hahaha~!)

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Fun fun fun~!

Had a great weekend and a wonderful monday~

Saturday, I was playing beach volleyball again..oh finally! The amazing thing is, my wrist doesn't hurt anymore! Wow....I still thought it will as after last tuesday badminton, is kind of aching. Saturday it was perfectly fine as though it have never hurt before. Praise God my healer! Even though only half of the people turn up for sentosa, we had great fun getting burn and hitting the ball eh! The rest turn up for Dinner @ crystal jade and Ben & jerry's after that...yummylicious... Oh thank you Sotong for organising it and your lovely speech which stunned me.. "Who is the 2nd most importatnt person who never go??" basket you....ahahha...... anyhow say....

Sunday, I went to visit Oreo. Oh my dear puppy! Haha..he lost weight...now so fit due to the daily walk in the park near his new home! The happiest thing is he and the other 2 dogs (jingle and chewy) are getting along really well! Jingle, the other jack russell is terrfied of strangers and have gave me a bite before when i 1st met her. This time round, when we were at the park she jump onto the bench and sat with me and even let me carry her and pat her! Is amazing! Is only the 3rd time i met her and she no longer fear me. I suspect Oreo must have told her about me...heee...hey, Dog speaks to each other ok... Don't doubt that. Yes, Oreo still remembers me but he knows he have a new home and is having a great time with his new friends. :)

Monday, is mustafa again! Nice indian food we had. Masala Tea, Prata, Dosai! We had a great time shopping there too. So many things! So cheap! I bought a pair of very comfortable shoes at only...... *drum rolls* $10.50!! And oh, we went to look at Buff again. Trixy show me a lizard print one! Ah damn! How can i resist!! I bought another Buff. Haha...but i really like it~ I got a thing for reptiles. They are cutE! Is grey, something more tone down. Hehe...